31.12.2011

yea, its the last day of year 2011, so?
hmm. i dont really like to be with books for the whole day.
i just dont want such a life for the coming four years of my uni life.
Cheering myself has been harder then last time.
smiley seldom come to me..




anyway, thanks those who did make effort just to cheer me up.
i am touched for whatever you did.
i am touched when ppl purposely come and wish me birthday
i am touched when ppl try to understand me and try to make my smile come back again.
and i am touched when there are ppl who know read my mind when the whole world can only see my smiley face.


Thanks and thanks again for everything that u guys did =)
Thanks for appearing immediately =)




i will smile, like sunny twin, like ginger bread.

=）

现实总是与想象中的大大不相同。
成长后的冷静的却让人惊讶。
所有的事情顿时变得如此微小。
还有什么呢？还剩下什么？
也许， 也许 该闭上眼睛然后我的天空剩下的只有我自己的颜色。 

不明白我的人的却不会明白一些属于我的事实=）

当寂寞当孤单当无助，
永远会有人在默默支持着。
谢谢。谢谢帮助我的人，谢谢努力在我生命中留下彩虹的人
谢谢捕抓我的微笑的人，谢谢认真明白我的人。
是你们让我看见自己的重要，也是你们让我拥有那定点的信心。
那些不知名的压抑往往会在你们的微笑出现后消失。
我看不见某些的真心，感觉不到某些得温馨。
但无所谓了，至少我知道还是有人对我如此的诚恳。
=）微笑吧，是的， 微笑吧。
有白的地方中会有黑的存在。
就忘了吧，忘记一切很细微的表情与动作。


有些人 就是很明显的单纯
有些人就是很明显的心与言不合一
=）没关系，每一个人的心里总会有天使与恶魔。




p/s: 刚刚说了谎话=P 就为了skip那超级无聊的rehearsal. zzzz. ><

i wanna buy myself a cheongsam so much recently

你的语言

当自私成为你面对这个世界的语言，

你曾经拥有的那颗单纯的心也随之而消失。。

别抱怨别人太过险恶， 因为原本的他们不是这样的

别抱怨别人太过现实，你有何不是一样现实呢?

别抱怨没人伸出援手，帮助以后一定要换回回报吗？ 

别抱怨别人没有聆听，你有何不是一直在选择性聆听。

微笑吧，人生没有很长没有很短。

过你心中想要的生活模式。

=）

Love the world more

dont judge by listening to ppl's words.
judge no one but only yourself .
everyone is still an angel =)
love and the world goes better <3




p/s : no blaming is allowed. 

change before you say anything bad. =)
be understanding and change to the better one.
its never too late. so smile and be nice =)

终于回家了。 没有出席那三天两夜的生活营，我在想选择对了吗。
在第一次受到信息时，是有股冲动想要去。
但之后我的心却叫我别去，所以我回来了。
忙碌的生活我没有不喜欢但却没有精彩的活动吸引我去如此的忙碌。
也许该像以前一样？

她们

感觉上她们的世界和我们的大大不相同。
也许因为如此， 彼此之间才会出现误会。
他们认为我们很串很自以为是，而我们认为他们很可怕。
有的是恐惧是距离。因为没有好好的沟通因为没有好好的相处， 我们之间的距离越来越远。
course night 后变得更加陌生。努力想要了解问题出现在哪里。
每一次的相遇时不自然的微笑。害怕不理睬的眼神。
每一次的避免便是每一次的距离。
我告诉自己，时间久了一切会变好吧。
也许？

=D

i want a relax uni life.
smile laugh eat and play to the fullest =)
stress? hmm. i am getting away from it.
everyone has their own thoughts and way of living.
you got yours and oh ya i got mine too =)
Live happily for everyday. Yes you can if you want to.
so dont stress yourself out relax and enjoy.
four years is so short and its not worth for having few more white hair to grow


SMILE like me

..

DIslike the turtle system. load for infinity times still cant get into it. haiz.
ignorance is bliss. ya i am evading from every single emotion that comes to me.
DUH. its okay if you dont understand, fine.
just ignore.

coming home

was singing this song for few days =D
yes i am back!!! so relax here in ipoh and i love ipoh life style seriously
talking bout my upm life. i feel glad to know a bunch a people with different characteristics=)
they are all so talented and i can learn many things from them =))
and oh ya, our course got many pretty girls i can say all are pretty and active. AND we are NOT NERD
in fact we are more to insane, haha =)
anyway i do like my hostel just that those lectures are boring a bit bit.

Life

Uni life here is a bit different from my own imagination.
kind of boring lifestyle with the not-so-pack schedule.
I thought we could hang out and have entertainment but its so hard to get transport out from here. LOL. my room is awesome but the sad thing is i got to stay here for the other four years. Mixing with people from medic, biomedic,dietetic, nutition and vet course. Is hard to mix with other faculty's people as we are isolated here. Duh.... interact with the same group of people for four years. i thought entering uni is a good chance for me to know more different kind of people. 
anyway, i still wanna rockx the uni. LOL. i am not nerdy and i am not obedient girl who always following those rules. XP.

explore more so that i can do more.
i learnt to smile to everyone.be nice to everyone =)
smile and get a better tomorrow. <3

The Newbie

I got so many to tell once i stepped into UPM.
yes i got the most comfortable and nice hostel in UPM yet the poorest wifi in my house.zzz
The orientation was so boring untill i slept for every majlis they held.
i got nice coursemat ice roommate and house mate still i cant feel the bond that i had when i was form six. maybe we are still new and so strangers we are.

Got my gingerbread to accompany here and got to be extra independent from now on.
the chance to change status at my faculty here is almost zero. ZZZZ

anyway add oil for myself. Its not tough its just take time to gt familiar to everything.


PS: i am craving for wifi!!!!!!!