Coughed. Non stop.

Actually there's nth much to say.
Who's right and wrong.
The disappointment the blaming.
All these.. Let it be..

Thinkings? Thoughts ? Feelings?
Yea, let it be.
Have no strength to argue to defend and to correct
Just.. Let it be.. Nvm.
Let everything goes in the way they want.

Interaction? Communication?
If u feel hard to talk to me or u feel I am respondless , just ignore me then.
I am not a socialize person. Just whatever. I don't care.

Changes don't work for most of the time. Am tired.relax and let it be perhaps?

All those words. All those judges.
Whatever.

Gave. Up.

I know I have to go through
This period.

Lost. I still trying hard to find the way out.
I don't need understandings from anyone.
I don't need anything
I just need to walk the right path by myself.

Alone doesn't sound scary to me.
But lost? Yea, without direction is terrible.

怎么办

这个阶段的我，不断问怎么办？
怎么办？有些东西，我一直寻找但找不到。有些事我不断想，但没有头绪。
怎么办？慢慢消失的彩虹
怎么办？渐渐变质的微笑
怎么办？雾好大。。。

其实如果属于你的，到最后还是会回到你跟前。
何必紧握不放，耿耿于怀为什么变了样为什么与当初不一样。
逼着自己配合别人，到最后改变的连自己也不认识自己了，那又何必？
把别人的思想加在自己身上然后别人说变就变，自己又再折腾一番，又何苦？

疯疯癫癫，潇潇洒洒，多好

I can't think of one single reason to continue staying in this place. So should I? Make such a big step?

Complains are all over here
Everything is getting worse when water crisis arise.
One month plus. Msia memang boleh
Management blur and unclear? What the heck excuses is this?
We have been keeping quiet when there's only water provided for few hours. And now, none at all for whole day long.
It's okay when the food is super yucks the transports is not enough
And now? No water?
LOL, I come here to learn not to train myself to become a survivor . Zzz
And I did pay money for everything okay? Even though the fees is cheaper compare to private Uni but how can u treat us like this. Zzzz
Seriously, this Uni is super useless.
Totally not recommended to anyone who wants to have a great Uni life
Unless u want to be a survivor.

我的。

越来越明白人各有所志。
属于自己的世界就是如此。
尝试混进不同的世界就会让某些事变质。纵使外面的人有多不了解，不明白，但就是坚持，如此舒服的姿态。
其实每个人都有选择，想要什么样的生活什么样的精彩。
又何必太在意旁人的眼光，又何必证明些什么。
能随心所欲就已足够。



最初最初的梦想，还真的差一点忘了。可以做的，又何止这些？
天大地大，又岂无我容身之处？

Qi Shi you zhen yang.

每次都忘了，真笨。

对不起，我真的不是个细心的人。
忘了想更深层的东西。
真的有够糊涂。。。

鱼 之所以喜欢呆在大海是因为海的疗阔，海的归属感。



如果世界末日，你会怎样？
真的没有想过这个问题。

没有什么过不去，只是再也回不去。
没有什么人，什么事是过不去的，一直想回去，其实只是跟自己过不去

驼鸟。刺猬

Wo hen Xiang shuo xie xie

Xie xie , wo hen gan en

DUI Mei Yi ge ren 🙏

真笨
宁可鸡粪花也不要牵牛花！

醒醒！

快逃离！

可笑。

就知道该坚持沉默。

根本没有想明白的永远不会体会。

还在期望些什么。

真可笑。

有人很努力地让我笑但也有人很不经意地让我痛。
是你太复杂还是我太简单？

Mei guan xi

I hope I am not being fooled. :)
Anyway refused to think the story behind because I rather know nothing about the weird or unmatched side of people's thinking with action.

:) sighed, forget about it.

。

风很凉，夜很美。

这世界很好，只要心装得下。

其实撑开双手，就能拥有一切。

今天，心情好，
未来的每一天，笑会更多 。
：）

欢迎，原来的自己：）

鸟，属于天空，不是笼子。

那张笑脸，那种心情，那个感觉，依然熟悉。

离开了很远，忘记了很多，如今不再。


终于，终于，属于我的，回来了。
：）笑，从心出发。

终于。回来。

回到我的国度里，
你不明白的，不需要明白。
我有自己的骄傲，也有自己的精彩。
请放心，花朵的凋谢不一定只有一个原因。花朵的绽放也不一定每个人都看得见。

要知道，蓝天不会因为没有太阳而不存在。星星也不会因为没有夜晚的黑而不闪烁。

你看见的不见得就是事实。

依然会微笑，因为紫梦飘扬。
今晚，月亮忘记了：）

若要心变宽，就要学习放下。
放下最难的达到的是，不在乎，不计较。可以很轻松潇洒的忍让。

Cold violence

Read an article about cold violence
It's about people who actually doesn't like his or her partner that much yet he or she didn't wanna break up v partner. so the partner is in struggles in pain in sadness.
I hate ! If u dot love her anymore please said it out, don't think that u are being kind because abandoning a person is cruel.
U are cold to her yet u still don't want to let her go. What's the point.
Be brave and responsible to tell someone that ur heart isn't v her anymore
Don't drag people please. That's hurt.
Super hurt when u text somebody and that person doesn't reply like how he used to reply. When u are so excited to meet him and he is so calm because he don't have the desperate feelings to meet up with u.
Just admit u changed ur heart and not dragging over there.
Don't keep persuading urself that everything will be okay. Everything are not going to be okay.

So, be responsible and don't think that not leaving someone that u dont love that much is kind. U are cruel.

If is me, I rather tell clearly all feelings inside me. Words may hurt but honesty doesn't.
Hiding ur feelings and making people thought that u love them so much is worst of all.
LOL. There's a different between kind and love. If u think that forcing urself or pretending loving someone very much is kind then u are wrong.u are just being cruel and selfish.

Smile :)

Be good no matter what
当感觉真心，诚意被践踏时，还要坚持对人好真的很难。
加油，虽然暂时还会害怕一些言语与表情，但只要问心无愧，就好。
不要随波逐流，要有自己的想法。
减少言语，别口不择言，沉默，沉默：）

Pt ended. Great, left behind everything ;)
Forgot everything muahaha .


I wish I wish god heard my prays
I wish I could get  what I wish for
That's the only chance maybe? To have a change
I hope so.  Finger crossed :/


Pain like hell. Gosh! Why have to suffer like this Everytime
Seriously pain like hell.

If u are not helping please at least don' make the situation worst

Super not in the mood
LOL sorry if I being fierce a bit
Feel like going to sick soon
Haha didn't wanna take in food
Zzz zombie :)

Thousand :(
Who do I have..