Gayao! :)
Smile more and be strong!! :D

不是理所当然

一盏路灯为你照亮黑夜，你没有在乎过它的存在，因为一切理所当然。
看了许多天灾人祸，又有多少人能真正体会珍惜拥有。
别人的好，习惯了就成为依赖，以为一切都是应该的。
其实真的并非理所当然。
说声对不起，对不起，我把一切理所当然。
也谢谢，包容我的人。

废话。

假期太闲了，看了几部爱情片。
终究不相信爱情，终究不愿相信什么天长地久，什么永远呵护，爱护着你。
到那一天，一切还不是会变。
也许太空白才不明白一切。
有人问我是不是很渴望爱情？其实我嘴里拼命说是但心里真的没有渴望。
也许吃不到葡萄就说它酸。

也许。 XD

期限

其实每个人都一样。
喜欢一样东西，一个人，一件事，从一开始的苦苦追求然后得到，
再来是习惯后来便厌倦。
新的人，新的事物，总让人慢慢忘了原本拥有的。
有一些人例外，但例外的人现在慢慢消失了，也许还会有几个。
而有些人对新的爱不释手却又死死不肯把旧的放手。他们说他们没有变心，只是心的空间变大了。所以他们理所当然地自欺欺人。


渐渐的，他们会失去，一些事，一些人，一些感觉，一些他们永远都不会再拥有的。
他们或许没有察觉，或许认为一切如常，但已经变了的人变了的心变了的事又怎会那么明明白白的摆在他们眼前呢？


如果你渐渐对某样事，人或物品厌倦了，不再像以前一样热情，请有心理准备，你，必定会失去些什么。如果你说你不在乎，请不要有那么一刻，眷恋你曾经拥有过的。


请明白，任何东西都有它的期限。不管是什么。时间一过，就算紧握，也会来不及了。

Wo Shi xin fu de bao bao :D

Boyfriend

Ya ya ya, heard enough for the question. Have you found your boyfriend yet? No? Uni don't have? No? Coursemates? No? How about seniors?
Okok I know I know. I don't have one for such a long time. I just didn't met one okay?
It's not that easy because I am hard to handle. Hahaha
Its just not the time yet. Single is not big deal, I mean for now. Lol
Boy friend? Not for now. Heard too many stories saw too many break ups and sorrows. Call me coward I don't mind :D
Okay, it will come when it want to.
So don't worry for me :$
Turning into young adult doesn't mean I must be in a relationship.
So, yes, am proud to say I am single ok? That's not a problem anyway. LOL

Just a book

Found the right book and bought it without a second thought.
Learning never ends in life.
To change my thoughts, I need wisdom words. And yea, I found the right book :)


Quote for today; because I am who I am

Once lost, can't find it back anymore.
I realized.

Fly effortlessly

Things happened, big and small.
To train us to be mature, and what kind of person you want to be.
When the same incident falls on people, they react differently.
Personality. Everyone have their own.
I have my own mindset that changes over time. Meeting different people, listening to different stories. These, build up the very own thoughts and characteristics. People might not understand but that's not the point.
What's important is the complexity that you need to handle. Whether will you be the same , following the trend. Or you have ur own way.
Am still searching like a rabbit inside the jungle. I know I might fell for
Few times, might did something wrong, might judge wrongly, might trusted the wrong person. But, that's part of my story. They are colors which fill me up. And I gonna shine after being through all these. With no regret, I shall make my own choice, choose my own path and walk till the end. :) smile, and fly effortlessly ❤

选择了，就要无怨无悔地走下去。

Weakness

Head is like bursting
And the pain in stomach made me weak.
Stand up and feel but dizzy
I feel so weak.
What's wrong with my body :(
Be strong, have to be strong no matter how.

Sigh ... What a long day I have.
Just... Sigh

Expressive?
It's just so hard.
Too much thoughts are being made.

The dog

First time ever I let the dog chase.
He is just too fierce with his sharp teeth.
After witnessed how he bite the old man, I was scared to death when he jumped on me and tried to tear me apart.
Gosh, the fear inside made me screamed out my lungs. Have no choice to ran into people's house.
When I get onto the car finally, my hands were shivering. Yes shivered.
I thought I am a braved who dont scare of anything. But at that moment, I know I am not that strong. Nobody will protect you when u faced danger.
You just gonna learn how to fight back and defend. Ya , and nobody knows the fear inside you. When everything is over and u got no injured, this is not an incident, it's became a story.
And only urself will remember how it feels and those thinkings you have after it happened.
Seriously, things happened too fast.
There are so many unknown.
Those lessons are always the same after every incidents and accidents.
Appreciate. Ya, appreciate.

Thanks mosquito, u make my night worse.