日久见人心

是一个下雨的晚上。

很舒服。所以，想动文笔了。

其实真的不必要流言蜚语，然后互相伤害，还笑里藏刀。

很无聊。坦诚相对，多好。何必狗眼看人低。

睁开双眼， 突然有陌生的画面出现。

为何会在这里？

一切都变得不重要。然后开始忽视。

真糟糕， 又飘浮不定。

一旦定义为无聊，就想张开翅膀飞离。

也许真的慢慢有自己的型格了。

慢慢的在某个场景，某个时间，某个声音里陶醉。

我知道有一个世界是属于我的。

它不定时地出现。

错。

不 这个阶段的我没有为爱情烦恼。
我很想说我不需要爱情，至少现在不需要

不 我根本不想触碰爱情。

他们没有错。冷酷无情。的确如此
我，只想过我想要的生活。

所以，没有暧昧没有爱没有好感没有心跳
单纯的友谊。在乎是因为只要你是真心的朋友只要你是真诚的我就在乎。

所以，一个人真的很好。
宁缺无滥

Wish to sit in the cinema and watch an awesome and inspiring movie alone
at this moment.

.

Being sensitive isn't a good thing seriously.

I wish I can twist the brain so that people would see things in angle of mine then they would understand maybe?

Or I twist mine to view things from their angle...

What I want is just damn simple and why make it complicated?

All I want is a simple happy life.
Or smiley faces perhaps

Why is it so hard

Grey

What's the reason to hold onto this place
I could hardly squeeze one
How to change my attitude so that I can have my smile back?

Stop telling me everything will be alright
No, nothing's gonna be alright
I wish I can hypnotize myself
Again.

Am I going to repeat over and over again everyday? Lol

Fighting hard ..

It's night again.

Have to go through the weak side again.

Why every night?




Thanks. There's a lot of question marks inside my head.
Answers?

我。

星期六 夜晚
是的 我不擅长交际
很努力地笑却只会让不熟悉我的人认为我冷冰冰的
我没有要改变他们的看法
只是在尝试不让自己的围墙筑地太高。
是的 主动这件事我怎么学也学不会
主动交谈 主动关心 主动问候
与我聊天总会有冷场，话题被打主的时候。
总是好难好难能有感性 。总是好难明白到底什么是友情，亲情之外的爱。
怎么样会有好感，为什么要喜欢地死去活来。
也许前世我应该是一棵树。

夜深了，我看见的文字让我感叹。
再次问为什么。

最让人害怕的，始终是人心。
所以好奇心不太重是好事。
不需要知道太多，只要做好自己的本份。
评论本来就不需要多听
要听的仍是总告
还是要不断提醒自己，闲话能免则免。

Home

I am back I am back :)
Although those uncles said huh u back again a? But nope for me, is like a decade I didn't come back already .
So who cares? XD

So yea, Everytime I look at my parents, I feel motivated. I want to have the ability to give them best things to take care of them. They are my direction.
I wish to not only satisfy them by material but also care and love.
I hope they can enjoy life to the Max.
And yea, that's what I want. To see their happy smiling face.

Every problems that I have disappear whenever I came back to this palace.
It's like everything outside there is none of my business. Only here is my kingdom my world.
Ok, I know I still have to work still have to study. There things I need to do after all.

But argh, I am just so so so relax lying on my big bed:D

Home is really super important. This, is belong to me. My very own heaven. Where I can do whatever that I want:) yes, I am blessed.

学会了另一件事。
爱里面容不下怀疑。
学习相信是个难题
但至少能放开怀抱，接受任何一切。
人与人之间的奇妙。
多看看美好的部份，再怎么坏的人还是会有他的好。
要相信人类的美好。


P/s: 喉咙超痛。我的天哪：（

Some times I just wonder.

What are words?

I guess there's just something that I wouldn't believe anymore after I found out myself again and again.

Sigh? No. That's nature of human.
After all, expectations are often comes along with disappointment.

How could I wish the same thing wouldn't happens again? And now I totally understand words are meaningless. Just do not trust 100% on what people said. Even they tell u by looking into ur eyes.its just different from the reality.

There's no one to blame. As from strangers u know each other and get close, till one day, u will back to the original point.

Of coz numb is impossible but for Everytime, all these make u wake up .
And u know, some people do fade away in ur life. U just need to learn how to get use to it.

People tend to talk and not listen. This is the truth.so don't blame for finding no one to listen. Just keep inside and listen to the others. They need ears :)

Gayao. Continue the listener life of mine. Yes, I will be a good listener. I don't need u to listen back to me as a return. I don't need anyone to do that purposely.

The one who wants to know just because of care will appears one day. Just one will be more than enough.

Hmm. From another angle perhaps?

一直充当心情垃圾桶这一角色
我在想如果有一天失去了垃圾桶的功能，对他们而言我还会是什么？

Another morning :)

Thanks god, I know am proceeding slowly. One step at a time. :)

Wake up, and yea, nobody belongs to no one :)

Hey home, I am coming back soon ❤

深夜。
全屋子的人都睡了，剩下我。
文字，一直都有股说不出的力量。

每一天，我都重复在想路，该怎么走？
我，真的很感谢挺我的人。
就算是普通的微笑，我也很感激，
但渐渐害怕说感动的话
总觉得别人会以为是虚情假意，也未免太容易感动了吧。
人，真的很复杂。
想单纯，就只好安静地呆着、不要有任何的评论。努力做好自己吧！