不钟爱失眠。

心里堆积太多，就必须等待一个人的时候，努力清理干净。

不是这样么？安静的接受，沉默的忍受。

其实没什么难，只是功夫还未到家。

还是好想流浪。

有没有分享后突然的空虚。

高兴像是有个人明白了，却原来是场空。

其实，算了吧很久。又何必再许愿呢？

这么这么爱读懂人类是因为盼望有一天有读懂自己的人吧。也许。

又何必种下希望。

有没有看过点不着的烟花。

或许是那样，少了些什么却又寻不着是什么。

有没有。。。

单手撑着，微笑太多太虚伪，苦笑太多惹人厌。刚好，就好。

然后又返回舞池了。

生

对成功的模样模糊了。

大家说是赚很多很多的钱，握很多很多的权，达很高很高的位。

好像是又好像不。

如果不一样，又要怎么找到分岔路？

30岁的你，会是什么模样？

未来五年，你会在哪？

标准答案是不是达到manager位置，有一定的收入，或拥有自己的生意？

我在想，就这样吗？

Today

Reached home, sit inside the car, off engine, and started blogging.

I feel quiet inside here and it makes me think more. Is it just me who feel so? 

Feels 70% happy actually. I mean I talked to people, mingled around. I kind of like them actually. Although I am really an introvert and getting more introvert as I grow. 

I just, lazy of socializing. 

Been imagine if there's one day I could like give a speech or something, I will surely thanks those who actually came and talk and be friendly to me. Coz I have this resting bitch face and yet they aren't afraid of it and talked to me. 

Thanks for being nice to me first. 

I appreciate that a lot as I grow.

I always believe in balance. 

You lose something and you gain in return. It's the matter of choice. To choose what to lose and what to gain.

Guess I am stepping into a really different world. A world, a culture that I watched as third party but now I am joining in.

I hope I get along with it. 

Anyway, I am grateful for where I am standing now. And when I look back, I feel great too for what I have been through. Always trust that the path I having is the best for me. :) 

No regrets. 

And yep, can be quite slow now. But I will definitely work hard and prove that I am different. 

I am. :) 

:) the end is the new beginning

I am not so sure about future.

This time I keep it low and quiet. You never know what's gonna happen next.

Again, thanks God for listening to me. 

I don't wanna sound holly or religious. But I do feel grateful for my prayers had been heard. 

"When everyone laugh or think that your dream isn't that much of a dream, you are on the right path" 

A chance for you to prove whats in you.

I have a different dream than most of them. And, I will work hard, wish me luck.