New things to learn each and everyday.

Inspiring people are everywhere. Its only whether can we see and find the inspiring part on them or not.

I guess there must be a reason why i am at where i am now.

And it must be a reason for having some sort of instinct.

Maybe I should learn something before i proceed to the next.

God treats me real good. I always believe in Him.

Although there are some times i do not know why this and that happens to me or i feel sad and disappointed to something.

But it was true that He always place me at gentle places and kind people who will nurture me to be good.

To be frank, I am still in the midst of finding and searching purpose and goal of life. and in this process, i saw my selfishness, the negative part that i dont like about myself but i cant help having in me.

That is why i am surrounding by so many kind people who show how selfless they are, who remind me that i have so so so many to learn.

Thanks. I saw all the positivities in all of you. Although there are something that i am not keen of, some place i which i can leave, i know i will not regret of what i have chosen. I know that this is actually a really good time and condition for me to learn. Not only the knowledge part but also the attitude. I need to learn to be humble, to think critically and maturely.

I am impressed and its indeed an amazing experience i would say.

I might complain a lot on the same damn thing but i am asking myself to see things from another angle. This might not be the ideal situation that i want but i know that there is a lot, so much things that i need to pick up.

To become someone who are inspiring, its not just words alone. its a dynamic combination of attitude,knowledge, ideas, thoughts, and also efforts.

I am learning in 360 degree, step by step and day by day.

Thanks. I know things happened because i need a platform to practice things i need to insert in myself.

Its indeed a positive one. Nothing that i will lose. Either way, i learn. Nothing bad about that and i should amend my thoughts before its too late.

Thanks for placing angels around me. Although some people are warning me about the devil parts of human being, i still believe that there are goods in people. 

I have my dark side too. its about forgiveness, tolerate and do your own best part without keep judging people and wanting them to behave like what you ideal for. 

**no offend, no critics to be meant 

a gentleman is always a gentleman where he will insists that girls should not take heavy stuff after all. you truly can feel the privilege of being a girl and being taking care of at any times. Thanks, i finally feels that i am a girl after all these years. Finally there's a guy but not a girl who insists to not let me take heavy stuff even though i too insists that i can. 

a small matter, but all this while, guys just made me think that i am as strong as them. Despite all the girls who tends to be more powerful than the guys for most of the time, finally i found one who thinks that girl dont need to carry things and its guys job.

not to say that most guy wont help. its just that they will ask are you okay and if you say yes then they left. And this is the first one, not to be exaggerate on it but its the first one who insists that my hand will hurts as i carried too many goodies bags which i think its ok for me but he just insists to take over. Plus, he did this for every girl. and of coz he is not flirting or anything. He just being gentleman to everyone even to the guys.   

alright too much elaboration on that. anyway, just a small matter that somehow surprise me. 

so, i will learn to be more caring. everyone likes to be taken care of and its definitely a way of spreading love. *although caring sometime seems awkward for me to practice

And it sinks deeper.

Desperately needing to be understood is definitely a wrong move.

It's an idiot thought to think that there's someone out there who actually do understand each and every words.

Just wake up.

，。

也许不停地劳动是为了让自己没有时间休闲。

也许不停的让自己累得像什么似的是为了填补失眠的夜晚。

唯有很累才会沉沉的睡去。

不再拥有兴奋的心参与交际活动，宁愿呆在家，忙这忙那的。
我问自己，时间过了又过，该过的，到底过完了没？


骄傲的宣布，我很好，而且强大。
可比谁都清楚，散落了一地，就不知何时能完整起来。



潇洒的说着，挥挥衣袖，不带走一片云彩。
可比谁都明白，带走的，何止一片云彩。


开朗的笑着，一切安好，世界美好得不得了。
可比谁都害怕，不美好的又有愿意聆听。


所以不能静下来，一旦静下，一旦空闲，就会坠入无止尽的世界里。


亲爱的，好好地快乐起来吧。

又遇贵人了。

真感恩遇见那么多善良的人=)
在失望以后，上天总会用祂的方式来告诉我，世界很美好，人性本善。
善良一直是一种选择，也是一种坚持。

太幸福。太美好，所以要很珍惜。


加油散播爱。

既然你要满足这么多人，这么累，那，

我不打扰了。

谈了很长的会议。

很不安的感觉。
我问自己，是太害怕了？想太多？或是第六感在呼叫？
为什么没有一种兴奋的感觉？


对人类，很恐惧。
而这种恐惧我明白不能维持下去。
要不然，我会像刺猬让人人讨厌。


一直在迷茫的位置。
大家都说，你那么大了，有自己的思维和决定。

我为了附和大家，一直假装自己是大人。
同一时间，大家都说做自己。

而我，就是喜欢很单纯的一切。
可是，单纯真的不怎么样，而且会被淘汰。


所以，我捍卫自己。
捍卫的同时又深深看见自己的脆弱。


亲爱的，是不是该重新调整自己的心情呢？
亲爱的，我想要就傻傻的善良。
我想做个好人。


我想道德和品格是能满足我的东西。
而现在的自己，离高尚，修养，还很远。


要加油！成为我会喜欢的自己。
要加油！勇敢狠狠地跌倒。
要加油！努力面对误会。
要加油！坚强处理一切流言蜚语。


如果能不随波逐流，别人自然也无法做任何事，所以，亲爱的自己，要时时提醒，批判的话，不说，传言，不说，自己的意见，看法，可说，但要三思。内心的感受，自己私人的问题，不说。

诚实但要成熟的实。
坦白但要真诚的剖白。

又。

y人会变也是因为时间久了，一切不新鲜了。不吸引了。

最可怕的是，看着珍贵的一些人、事、物在变。

很久以前逼着自己要不在乎，所以逍遥自在。

今天，从心却失望的很。

原来，还是会回到原点。

蠢蠢的相信，到害怕的闪缩，你有看见明白了什么？

我会变强大。因为身体一天比一天差。再这样下去，我会瞧不起自己。

一种

好像拥有懂得欣赏的人就够了。

懂得欣赏的人像支强心针，把血液弄得沸腾，然后眼睛发亮。

有一种人深深明白你的举止行动。

有一种人深深明白自己想要你怎么样的举止行动。

以前还没两种都遇到时会理所当然，毫无发现。

现在非常了解并万分感恩。

原来第一种人很早很早就在了。

写了一大遍，不发。