Thursday, 31 October 2013

明天。

写了删、删了写。

思绪有一点混乱。又到了自我反省的时间。今天竟然忘了午餐和晚餐。一直以为自己吃了。我有忘食症。lol。难怪又累又饿。

今天时间还是排得满满的。今天又是另一个好天。今天还是带着怀疑。是我太防备还是你没有真心?不知道。随缘吧。everything happens for a reason.我一直这么相信着。

今天又牙尖厉嘴。我想和我谈天会爆血管。lol。大概又要气死一个人了。
今天完毕前竟然能获益良多。就是喜欢和有知识的人谈天。开阔视野的其中一个方法。今天,希望能把义工推广。毕竟自己还蛮想当义工但时间上不能配合,只好“强逼”别人去。无论如何,还是希望能做更多有意义的事。
明天要比今天好。明天要更有意思。明天要多些笑容。明天要更有自信,虚心向学。

要一天一天变更好:)

安。

Monday, 28 October 2013

Can't help with all these doubts.
Cure me. 

Saturday, 19 October 2013

Not primary school kids okay.
Not first year student okay.
I don't do what u said without asking questions. So please, use your brain before u organize those damn activities. List out everything and u tot what u said last minutes must be followed? 

If so, u should know u will get a lot of complains. And this haven't finish yet. I will see what is fair and unfair. Wasted my time and held sucks activities like these. Lol, am not that kind and obedient okay?
So let's see, I will keep making noise until u guys do a better job. 

Rules and regulation? Screw it. 

Thursday, 10 October 2013

Argh how can I not love my friends? 
They are lovely :)
Am really glad that I have such a bunch of superb friends in my life
Thank god for that ❤❤❤

Good day and move on!!
努力过的感觉太好了。

把心调整好,又是新的挑战。
要不被眼光、言语左右,就要拥有一颗坚定的心。
感谢生命又多了一位天使。
感谢曾经的沮丧,曾经的失落,曾经的难过,才让我明白好多事。 

一切的不完美都有它动人的地方。
一切的缺陷都有它存在的理由。
我喜欢现在。可以很潇洒的,疯狂的,粗鲁的,自由的,帅气的,傻傻的,神经质的呼吸着,存在着。

今天天气很好。

今天笑容很灿烂。

虽然还是要打拼,还是有做不完的功课,读不完的书,办不完的活动,开不完的会议,但,还是能够抽出时间享受我最爱的音乐,写写有的没的。

把心沉淀,你会看见好多美丽的风景:)

Wednesday, 9 October 2013

Because there aren't an exact answer existing. There's no formula and there's no way to know what's right and wrong.
Because every single person have their own unique stories. There are no more or less the same and they goes into a unique way where people couldn't predict what's next.

Uncertainty made it looks so beautiful and people want it so much that they define it as poison as drugs as diamond as roses as anything that they feel towards it.

Yet, what I know about it is choices, feelings, doubtness and perfection.

What I see is it the truth and reality. This how it made me feel so confuse and ambiguity. 

I am standing still holding my fist. To walk forward or to turn around and walk a way. God said its in my hand. It's only me who can make a decision.
I said I have no idea. Can I stand for longer time. Will the flower wilt and the butterfly gone? Will the sun drift away and left the rain? 

I am standing still holding my fist. 
Waiting something but I don't know what, maybe we call it miracle or we call it fate. 

Make me walk if you want to, lead me to the sunshine and make me believe.

Tuesday, 1 October 2013

Good things and bad things. Not too bad actually. Just I magnified it lol.
Been blaming too much recently.
Lol, assignments, reports plus tests. 
And the seriously stupid wifi in my Uni. 
Can't use the Internet :(
Coughed like mad with heartache. I wish it will recover soon. My cough is causing a lot of noises and its painful when trying to hide the cough. 

Still I like how the hard situations have shaped me into. Yea, I blamed a lot but that's just words. Lol.
Still managed to do things even though have not much energy left. And by the way,apetite gone once came back here. So again, less apetite and not much feeling of hunger. Great perhaps? 

Once again, I guess I am lack of patient seriously. Gah, stop doing things half way. Do it with heart. Lol

And yea, I do believe in fate. A lot. 
Sometimes some people are meant to appear in your life. Maybe? 
And sometimes when u let someone go they will gone forever. 

Been pressing myself, squeezing stressing myself. Things come in one shot. Finger cross for healthier body. 

Gayao :)