He is just a baby dog

Got attacked by this excited giant baby dog @.@

Why are u so huge! And ur excitement is killing me. LOL!

Anyway daddy said it bully me because I am a girl.
I was like, O.o seriously?


Well, I have to make him know that I am a boyish type girl? LOL! Bad dog! U gonna see the power of a GIRL.

Preparing all weapons for second attack. Nah, just kidding. I don't fight with dog
Hahaha

LIV

When thoughts injected deep inside you, it's hard to change.

See, the world is so big, just don't let thoughts to narrow your sight.

I wish my dream grow bigger day by day.
I wish I can be more hardworking.

All I want is to be better and better.
We can't live in our own world forever.
And things changed like what you told me.

I just want to do my own things, build my own dreams.
I wanted to glow and shine for myself I want improvement on myself.

You know thoughts can kill people. Seriously you don't know what I have been through last year. It looks like nth on me but it feels like shit for me.

I knew that best and I just don't want to go through that again.

I am making myself stronger and tougher and I like the name LIV more and more.

It means protective.

I just want to be someone who can cheer people up. I just want things to be simple like how I did last time.

I don't want to think too much on the same thing. Everything can be pure and simple when u choose to put it on that way.

It's ur choice believe me. It's all on ur own but not anyone else.

I wish I am doing the right things.

Faith? Fate?

Full stop.

To be strong, you need to do everything by your own. Lent every helping hand to the needy. Learn everything in every way.
There's nothing u can't do but only things which u think u can't do.

Rely? Nope. To be tough, you must be confident that u can do it without relying on anyone. U saw the perfect part of people's life, u feel envy. U feel jealous why their life can be so nice and perfect and you look at ur own. U feel like lacking of something.
Well, hey, u can live ur life beautifully.
You have something that people don't have. So spend less time on comparing but see and feel the beauty and lovely parts of your life.




There are often times you feel disappointed because of something or someone. Things don't turn out like what u expect or hope for. But hey, that's what we call twisty :) there's must be something good behind all these twists perhaps?


Maybe those sayings are right. People won't understand u until u tell them what's in you.
But why I have always believe that somehow there will be one who can understand meaning behind all my actions or words.
Didn't want to correct ppl's thoughts because I am waiting someone to tell me something that's exactly on my mind.
Doesn't want to say u don't understand me at all. But... That's just inaccurate. Not what I thinking. Just... Never mind.:)

Perhaps to find the one is impossible?
I guess single still rocks for now? :)

So much different now.

Only if u could open up.





Well, the wall aren't getting lower but it's building higher.


Only if u could understand my language.

A little bit closer

To become more mature
More and more.

50-60%?
Can be more. Can smile more :)

理性回来。

一字一句。

有人说当局者迷，旁观者清。
的确。
有时，把自己抽出，从第三者的角度看
你会发现自己还蛮笨，不断地往洞里去
哈。


世界那么大，又何有由始至终都没变过的人？
变，何尝困难？

把话当真，坚持不变的才是傻瓜吧！
笑一笑，一切都无所谓。

只是也许会把墙砌得更高。
不再认真地配合，迁就。
傻，也有一定的程度。

分辩还是有一定的能力。
大声和凶不一定代表对与正确。

要学会沉默，沉得住气。
伟大，谅解，体谅的定义，也许每个人不一样。但请明白，了解别人的苦心。
别践踏了真心。

时时刻刻提醒自己。
别像别人对你一样对别人。
不该有的态度，请别学会。
记住自己的原则。

Self.

Saw the status
And I know exactly how it feels
Coz ... I did the same thing before too..

Hey, be strong! It's not the end of the world. It's a test from God. So that we know how strong are we. I know the feeling when u know there won't be anyone else who will understand what situation are u in. But hey, I know it exactly. We somehow are kinda similar in some way. We don't talk the exact feeling when it is happening. We hide it. That's why I wouldn't ask u are u alright. I know u will tell me u are okay.

The only people who can help u is urself seriously.

Hey, smile :) at least we have the chance to go through all these. It is torturing mentally but this really make us stronger

Two days of staying alone in hostel actually did make me think. :)

Alone isn't a big deal for me. I guess relationship issues is a big deal for me. I rather stay alone and settle my own stuff by myself than wishing there will be someone else appear for me. LOL.

Even when u feel really insecure during some situation, it's just useless to tell people that u are scare. Because there won't be anyone who are so free to come protect u. Wake up and protect urself . Tell urself u aren't scare at all. Expressing isn't a solution. Learn to defend and be alert. That's all u need :)

And also. Be cheerful be grateful!
Happy do bring luck :)


So yea, drenched in family's love
Am bless

Thanks god and smile :D

T.T

Never mind I won't give up.

But what to do now?

Have a tour in upm?

Crap

One more to gooo :D

Well, I guess every human being is the same.. Like new stuff and forgot old stuff they have.. It doesn't just apply on stuff but other human being as well..

So at last u will find out the one who never leaves you till the end is ur family ❤

I seldom trust on forever when I grow older. I do love fairy tales with live happily ever after endings but when it comes to real life, u might say i am way too negative but yea, I just don't believe forever and ever.

So I guess Phrases like i will love u forever, we will be together forever and so on dont really convince me. Well, I do believe this last time when people say so. But now? Nope.

Forever? Well, lets see. XD



Main point of this post? Am just crapping due to boredom of studying :)
LOL.

:D

2013 1010

我会记住今天的笑容。

要快乐，不难。

感谢万分，即使可能会失败，至少我明白我曾经努力过。

More to come**


Finger crossed :)

Dream dream dream ❤❤❤


They motivated me!!!


Keep moving on!!!! Roar!!!

Chapter

Well Eq need to be upgrade.
Got my own sets of principles. Well mine might not fit urs so all the best is what I can say.

Lalala~ I know myself most. :)

Hi door , lock more:)

And hi dream, don't wanna give up!


* even failure might happens but it's alright. At least I tried right? :)
Must be prepared to smile even failure strikes!

Gaaaaa! Move on!

Reality

Alright, finish comforting myself.

Back to the reality, goodness gastric, why are u sticking to me for so long..

Well, pain like a boss and I can't focus.
Duh. Keep calm and go on!

Well am eating the same dish everyday for many days already LOL.
If I get chili poisonous , u will know why.
And... Life still good anyway.

God still loves me I know.. :))

Praying hard again:)) keep going and keep going !!

Rocks !

。

还是自己来比较靠谱。

梦想，可以再靠近我一点吗？

2013,自己的事自己解决。把依赖收起来，独立才是我的主题曲。

Rawr!! 发挥疯癫精神！

❤

要节奏不被打乱，就要持续地坚持下去。

要看得见彩虹，就要忍受狂风暴雨。

不必拿自己的严冻和别人的盛夏相比，如果这样只会更寒冷。
不眼红，不攀比。

Again

Keeping quiet when blaming about this place arise again.

Am trying very hard to keep my own pace walk my own path and have my own thinking..

Well I guess I manage to do it, at least 60% I will say. Leaving is again pop out on my mind.. Alright, am not going to let myself to respond like last year.

Those struggles will be remain inside..
:) smile more and get less influence..

Am not going to be influenced by negative thoughts and blamings so easily..
Keep going on:) am unbeatable !

Going to live out my life.
To make a change, I need to keep my own pace.. Be tough and stand strong..

Well nothing is impossible.
Am doing good.. So please don't be influenced that easily !! ><


Hello happiness and positive, stick to me more :)

态度

想要明白玫瑰为何浓郁鲜艳，就先让玫瑰的刺刺痛。

小鸟又何尝明白蝴蝶的飞行？
白兔又如何了解马只的奔跑？

话又何必多？

要知道太多了 ，会变成一种约束。

要紧记，你觉得好的，别人不一定与你有一样的感受。

冷漠有时也许是一种沟通。
毕竟世上无绝对。

Well, one step at a time

God bless me