聆听。

很兴奋的一天。

完成了考试，完成了presentation。

然后完成了一连串的 TO DO。

其实很感恩。能够成为聆听者。

很喜欢朋友找我聆听的感觉。谢谢你们的信任。你们的倾诉对我来说是个鼓励。让我更明白自己想要成为一个聆听者。如果我分担了你们的悲伤，请别谢谢我，谢谢自己愿意告诉别人心中的感受。

聆听是一门艺术，我还在学习更多。

希望可以利用聆听帮助更多的心灵。

今天，获益良多。

每个人都是那么独特、那么独一无二的个体。

我好喜欢看见正面的力量。

也很快乐能够在生命中认识很乐观的朋友。

这个学期，的却不一样。无法正确地说自己改变了什么。也许变得不再如此多话，也许变得愿意承担，也许变得安静变得寡言。变的疯癫变的矛盾。但这些变化，我喜欢。

p/s： 好想念日本的那几个星期。那会是我人生中最灿烂的回忆。真的很美好，很闪耀。

Wow my life is so wonderful.

Examination, quiz, assignments and the cycle go round and round and round. LOL! 

Damn I need some fresh air.😠

Can I some exam marathon faster. I am sick of wake up class study eat study eat and study sleep. Lol 

Let me do something else. 

LOL is the best word to describe how I feel. 

Seriously lol. 

Feel hilarious and speechless 

But who cares?

Define naive

Define sincerity 

And define forever.

Guess past is past. :) 

Reminiscing doesn't help much but it just remind me how much love I have in the past and I do believe the future will be even better :)

I love my past but I wish to move on.

Question for the day, doesn't matter at all or doesn't matter at all time? 

Smile because it happened. 

Felt the sadness, the fears and the helpless. Feel so sorry.. I am sorry, I couldn't feel what you feel. That's the tough part of being a listener. I need more time to think of what I can do. There's must be a reason I always get to know your stories. 

I am not expressive kind of person. But hey, I will always stand by you. I might be unavailable sometimes, but as long as u request. I can put my things down and listen. U just don't have to be alone. 

At the same time, heard something meaningful and inspiring. I guess I am way too naive. Way too self centered. 

I need some time to think. 

Such a complicated night. 

I guess I have something important that I need to do.

And I guess I know who I wanna be. Just the direction is still quite blur. I know what kind of person I want to be and what kind of things I wish to do. Just, I don't really have a direction to start off.

The goal, I hope it doesn't change in future. Goal start from kindergarten. The only one thing I insist to do. 

To be good. To be the one who help others without wanting any pay back without any profit kind of things involve in it.

I wish there's peace for my friend. I just wish everything will be okay for her. I wish the very best for her. 

Pray, and amen. 

Somehow a pessimistic.

Giving up without even giving a try.

I don't believe in...

Step forward and move backwards again.

I said I will give up when I think it's not working.

I know, it's not fair. It's just my own thoughts. 

But, I can't speak it out. I just left it there.

So, ya, days with the sun. I don't know how long it gonna last for. But I was thankful to have such great memories.

I guess that's more than enough. 

I am happy and I hope the happiness last long :)

今天，朋友用一块宝来形容自己。他说，他像是未经雕琢的石头。里头藏的都是宝。

我在想，宝的定义每个人都不一样吧。有些说的是外形上的有的是心灵上。外形上居多吧。

缘分其实很奇妙，要找到一个认为你是宝的人的却不容易。毕竟心灵上的 ，他若不了解你有何能认为你是宝。

所以，没有重点，纯粹写爽。

爽了。

长。

是太单纯还是不够复杂。

谈话的过程虽然笑笑而过但却在心里旋起涟漪，有些许无法接受。

每个人的心看起来都一样，但为什么却差别如此巨大。

一种米养百种人。

也许今天的自己看见的不过是一部分，但感觉像是透不过气以及无法明白。

每个人都有保护自己的本能。但，以不停地幻想别人会害你是否让整个世界变成了黑暗帝国？

为何要如此紧绷？为何要如此防卫？

不过是大学功课。

世界如此的大，没有什么事是不可能的。为什么要限制自己的善良，埋没了一切简单快乐的道理？

想不明白是什么让一个人如此的严苛？是以前的经历？家庭背景？教育？还是与生俱来？

不想懂得。不想知道。很害怕突然发现单单纯纯的朋友原来并非如此。所以假装不去想背后的意义。假装很笨很傻。

这算是逃避吗？

有人说逃避很不勇敢。

但，习惯逃避，怎么办？

不想知道人心可以很可怕，不想听见社会很现实、心计心机要处处防备。

不想知道被利用，不想懂得任何看不起，任何两面人，任何口是心非。

可以不长大吗？

可以再简单一些吗？

只希望能坚持善良。