The blaming

My housemate often told me she wish she could have life like others' course mates do. She want something like the other house. She feels bored she doesn't feel the bond in our house and I guess she doesn't like to stay in our house. Her thought is same as me when I first joining this house. But starting from mid sem 1, I started to change my mind. I
Don't feel my housemates bore and quiet. I like them:) when u envy others u will never know how to appreciate what u are holding or having and then when u lose it somedays u will regret why u never even try to
Enjoy the happy moments and u didn't even try to make
Bond with people around u.
Real life often turn out different as what u expected. When u keep thinking and blaming why this and that, u will never get what u want. I don't know what to advise her, but then I am glad that I am able to view things from another angle. My housemates are definitely cute:) and I am glad to have my roommate too:) when u started to appreciate rather than blaming and then ignoring the person u think who are bored who are not from ur world who can't shopping v u who can't share feelings v u, then u are actually stepping backwards, walking away from friends u suppose to have in ur life. Don't blame ppl aren't interesting enough don't blame ppl can't have the same topic v u, its just that u never try to understand them from the start .

Relationship between human isn't Stg tht u should maintain with purpose . Is not about making ur social network wide so that u can be successful one day. That's with purpose, that's not a heart to heart relationship and it's tiring to put on a mask. Friendship and relationship is something that u really work on with ur heart. Friend isn't someone who just play and hang out with u. But is someone that u can talk to in the middle of the night, someone who u won't feel awkward when there's no topic between both of u , someone who u will smile together , someone who accept everything of u and same as u accept everything of her or his , someone who will tease u scold u telling u the truth just for ur own good. Have u found this friend in ur life who u can take off ur mask , smile when u want to cry when u want to angry when u want to
And she won't blame u for all this. Have u met ppl like this?
I had. :) and I am happy .
Boredom doesn't kill me but it make me appreciate more those precious moments between me and my friends.
Different ppl have different lifestyle.
U just need to stop envy others' then u will know how good ur life is for now.
I have a Uni life that is
Different from others, I do blame a lot but if I didn't come here , I guess I will never have happy moments that I had like now :)

Too much

Too much and I can't breath.
You don't hold someone too much too tight.
It is same as the theory when u hold the bird tight it might die.
Human have invisible wings too, they fly they need space and freedom
U can hold a subject an
Object tight but not human
I do need space I do need to breath, don't put too much force on me.
I have my own reason in everything I do and I have my own principles and ways of handling things.
So please don't force someone to think the same as you don't force ppl to respond like what u wish.
Sometimes u do need negotiation u need to think in their shoes.

I am sorry I have to do this..
Some one will appear and she is the one.
There will be someone