Damage have been done and sorry is nothing.

Super crap

So I came back from a dinner.
The dinner starts from seven and ended at eleven Sth. What a long night.
So we chatted. About horoscope.
I love to see how my friend laughed when I did silly act.
And so one of them talked about their love story.
And one of them keep asking me why no bf
And then the end.
I guess if I posted this long stupid things on Fb my parents will ask Zou mea wor lei?
No la not the end.
I am still awake crapping a long long post. So that I am shuang enough hearing the tapping sound of my key board. So yea I am that wu Liao.
And I gonna continue my words until I super duper shuang .
So ya friend asked why no ppl chase no bf no love life.
Why? Because no why.
She said u don't look like
Single ppl don't have a single look do they?
And I was tired to hear love stories actually. Just asked shuang
Haha. Heard too many?
But I am kepo to know also
Because what I always love to do is keep on encourage ppl pak tor
Don't dare to confess? Let me encourage har xD
Can't find one? I intro la!
To accept or not accept? Haiyo just be braver la!
And usually all will shoot me back by saying then why u don't want have one?
Haha because forever alone sound better for now?
Because I have nobody to trust?
Okay my fingers are finally tired now.

Starry starry night? Lol

When u found that in the end, u have no one to find or refer to when there's a situation for u.
LOL. Don't imagine I cry or sit alone in a dark lonely corner.
No, I laughed instead.
An author said u have to act like a happy person then it will be real. That's sound pathetic.
I guess he mean that when u are down please be positive and throw away those negative things. Smile and be shinny I guess haha then u will be a happy ppl .

Getting more and more quiet. A good sign maybe?

Crapss

Keep myself busy
That's feel good
Most of the time Things happened aren't what we wished for
So u gotta adapt and go on
Washed three cars in a row today
Woo~that's tiring. Spent three hours or more to wash and wipe and clean.
Have outings but I am a bit lazy
Still thinking whether will I go or not
So much filling my head
Keep thinking keep thinking lol
I wish to start my third semester but then I don't wish to go back
Forever in Mao dun one me=,=
Guess living alone aren't that bad too
Although sometimes will feel the loneliness
Yet I got my own free space to do what I want to do
Blah blah blah
Enough and rest

Still smile

So I tell myself not to be like him.
Dislike but no, not this kind of attitude
So I keep a distance I guess?
But still smile :) gayao
Dislike doesn't mean have to hate
Just reduce face to face contact will do
I like to talk to his brother more
Because he is more real and honest
But of coz he is dislike by many ppl because of his honesty
Anyway I like real faces rather than pretending.
Still smile, remind myself :)

A little

Just to talk a little
Then all goes the same
Just to listen a little
Maybe can change something?
Just to understand a little
And end with a smile on face
Just to tolerate a little
With a sigh with relief maybe?
Just to stand strong a little
Nothing beats you down.

少了些什么。
寻找当中。

Sometimes I wondered
The senses of a girl
Is it that true that accurate?
And yea I guess so
U can feel every single tiny lil detail things that u know for some time
U can feel the changes feel the sincerity u can feel because that's a gift from god .
Sometimes ppl said its negative thinking or they said its over thinking
But I think that's not true
Sometimes it's just can't explain
There's no prove its all about feelings.
When the way ppl used to treat has changed u feel it
Even they deny for infinity times
Anyway crap again haha

I miss pure laughter with just happiness inside
Things that aren't urs u gotta leave it.
I miss myself.

That's what make us different
So, that's it
Smile and be new again
:) stand still and feel who u are not who people want you to be
Carry on and don't let noise matters u

like a wall is good, isnt is?

care no more =)