New.

It's new year! 

Great :) 2013, I told myself to dump everything and start from zero again. New year resolution? I just wish to be better me :) 

2013 is a very happening year to me. 

Things happened fast and unpredictable.

It was this year that I changed a lot, internally and externally. 

2013, the year where I was upset during the start, being negative and disappointed. Where I remembered those sadness which made me strong. Those struggles and trusts that broke down that made me who I am now. And then things changed after all those hard days whih I couldn't use words to describe. Too much sorrow. Thanks god that heard my prayer and grant me strength. I got to go Japan and Taiwan. These were the greatest memories for the year that I will never ever forget. People that I met and places that I went. So much joys and happiness :) from there, I changed. I knew that being alone is not a problem when you are mentally strong. Handling problems by myself made me feel that I am growing up and I just love the feeling when I could settle every single problem by myself. I love independent. 

Then I returned home. I knew I changed. Semester start and more happenings.

I did learnt something new which made me become positive. The power of positive is rather strong. However, I become quieter. This is the most significant change where I myself was surprise too. I become serious and quiet. Lol. I still love to be crazy, but then I am more to quiet nowadays. I talked less and think more. I decided to be a great listener who can listen to everyone's heart. I wish I have the ability to heal wounds and I don't mind being an emotional rubbish bin like what my friend once told me. Just talk to me will do. 

Well, people that I met.

I started to appreciate every single person in my life. To those who care and those who don't care. Everyone that gets into my life, they are here for a reason I believe. I might not be good at expressing care and love but I know i do.

So hey, the one who know who you are, I might spent less time with you but you know your own importance. 

So yea, ready to dump everything behind And start something new. All of those have become memories. 

# I won't be the same if we ever meet again. 

Let's get started. 

人与人之间总是有一种奇妙的联系。

不管是短暂还是长久,好的还是坏的，快乐的还是伤心的，对的还是错的。

总是有个理由让人们出现在你的生命中。

感恩因为都是成长的助手。

在家果然不一样，而且兴奋得像什么一样。我是百分百的宅女。待在家就超级懒惰出去。然后什么都不管。哈哈哈。

毁。

毁了。

是的。又再次，毁了。

就是那么矛盾，那么绝望。

我恨。

可，又能怎么样？

是我自己的选择。

很想摇醒自己。不止少一根筋，是少很多根。

为何可以重复后悔？却又藏起来？

为何如此如此的矛盾？永远口不对心？

为何以为的自己原来不过如此。

可以多恨？骗了全世界，结果很可笑？

所以应该必须是这样？

理智？真的可以维持多久？

才知道，有些话千年不变。

才知道，有些话的却如此真实。

潇洒付出的代价。

Lol, 

Built the wall so high.

I made all this myself.

Messed up as usual.

I hate I ruined all first times.

飞

因为喜欢，所以没办法。

但谁又晓得，我原本就是个悲观的人。

差异其实很多，现实其实残忍。

我其实很狠。

如果你懂我的文字。

你会发现，我其实冲动以后就开始逃避。

变化。允许我可以离席是很错的决定。因为我觉得我好像真的会还未散场就离开。

不确定所以不相信。

所以随时，飞翔。

I don't care

Another awesome day :)

Perhaps it's not about the place but it's about the people. Feel great when spend time with the right people :) 

Simply love my awesome friends so much. Thanks god I have met so many lovely people in my life :D 

And it's increasing in amount :) 

It's 1212, feel like it's a holiday for me. 

Have tougher task to do I know. Yet can't resists to enjoy my life first. 

Well, next, gonna finish all those assignments and revision. Quiz again, my Uni memang boleh XD 

What doesn't kill me make me stronger.

Gonna challenge and challenge and challenge myself.

Next will be stage fright. Alright, gonna challenge that too. To shine on a stage I need bravery :D

Woohoo~ what a great life ;) 

At least there's opportunity, I gonna try first even tough I might fail. 

Because I don't care when I love it ;) 

两点四十七分。
星期六的早上，绵绵细雨。
最近都很爱赖床，也许是雨的关系吧。
一个人的假期，其实我很喜欢 。只是，功课一大堆。
感谢教授们要玩死我们的精神。
所以啊，匆匆吃了不知道什么的早午餐就开始忙了。
然后， 又在胡思乱想了。
我的妈， 怎么老爱想回过去。


总是把人类想的太美好， 但现实又并非如此。然后转身离开。
我擅长忘记却又爱上回忆。
总会有一些有的没的提醒以前的自己。

然后恍然发现，原来这几年，我变了好多 。
总是告诉自己要珍惜某些人，却又不晓得该用那一种方式 。
然后，又再次随缘。


总是在开始的时候，充满期待，希望。
可却在半途中，突然觉得好像没办法继续，然后卡住。
却忘了自己点燃了别人的希望。突然离席，似乎有点残忍。

所以，说服我吧。
证明我是错的。如果你可以。

好了，过去，未来，现在。我还是好喜欢，
还是很高兴这么多的回忆这么多的感动