谈。

谈话里，每个人都渴望被认同，被接受。

这是为什么一个简单的谈话有时能演变成激烈的争论。

每每在争得面红耳赤后，回想整个过程都会觉得不可思议。是为了什么？一时的输赢？是有那么的重要吗？

那个夜晚与某人，称之为某人是因为还未变友人；聊天。到一半时，我有点放弃与生气了。因我未讲完的每一句话都被他一句“错”给打断。 

沉默不语。突然，发现，何必气呢？每个人都拥有自己独特的观点与个性。无法达到共识是正常的。何必一定要让对方觉得自己很对，是为了满足那赢的感觉吗。

虽然我还是不是很喜欢他这个人，哈哈，但却觉得自己很小心眼。而且气度不大。还是有好多地方要改进啊。

一种米养百种人。做自己是潇洒是酷毙没错。但在这之余，还是要体谅或站在别人的角度想。若还是未达到一个平衡点或者太过失去自己，那除了不需强逼自己接受他人之外，还能做的就是远离。不需每个人的喜欢；也不需喜欢每个人。

了解不同的人有不同的立场与接受所有的立场而难为自己是两件不一样的事。后者，不必要。我们都有自己要飞翔的天空。世界那么大，别局限于别人的世界呀。

7.00... 7.15...7.30...7.45...

生理闹钟是调好了7点没错。但，脑子却赖着不起。

在梦里或者现实反反复复地问同一个问题。

也许踏入花花世界太久真的会忘了想要寻找的是什么。

亲爱的，空间呢？

又是一个没有名称的季节。也许适合雾气浓浓、人烟甚少的山水寺庙。

亲爱的，花落谁家了？

在网路上看见一句话：

男人有爱情，但女人没有。因为女人，只要待她们好的，她们就会跟他走。

想了想，好像是。

可能随着时间流逝，爱不爱情已不重要。

重要的是，有没有这么一个人，把你疼的入心入肺。

女人，不过需要人疼。

就那么简单。

This is what happened today. I explained 100000 times. I basically don't angry because the client doesn't understand. I don't mind to explain in 100000 different ways just to make them understand. I am frustrated because they won't let me talk. Grrrr... They keep on explaining in their own understanding but wouldn't let me do the TALKING.  I was like, sit back and watch two of the leaders talking to themselves. Government argh government. Would you mind to improve a little bit at least??? 

If you want to try new things, let the people who know how to do that explain to you. 

So at last, I told them, if you don't believe in us then there's no point. 

Seriously, why am I putting shit to myself. The only reason is I want to help. That's all. What you pay goes to my company but not me. I spent my time on you, is because I want to help. I don't want to work just because I have to. I wanna create meaning inside. I wanna make things success.

And I am trying hard to furnish myself too. This is a tough one because people can go unethical without letting the people who aren expert in this knowing this. I don't want to be there. I don't want to earn your money and do nothing for you. 

Anyway, I am glad these happened. I am glad I was being put at tough situation. And I am glad I always, ALWAYS being throw into the sea and all I need to do is help myself to survive. LOL

My teammate complaint about it. I was like, ya Wei why am I so dumb never think of fighting for my rights. LOL! 

But never mind. I guess different people grow in different ways. 

I will hold it on there coz I got bigger dream to achieve :) 

The midnight

I am talking to you in the way that I wish someone would talk to me. 

You see, that's our distance. 

Coz you never listen. 

But it's okay even if you don't.

Coz I don't need anyway.

:) they told me to become strong is to become the one who would not mind the things that other people would have mind.

As simple as that.

I guess we all need attentions, cares and nags (maybe not) 

Life is fair coz life is unfair to everyone.

You know how pathetic when there's people who told you they wish to be like you?

Don't. Don't ever judge without understanding. You said my world is simple and I haven't encountered the complicated one. Dear friend, we all have choices. And I have chosen simplicity. You chose the other way. 

My life? I have mess that I fix, that I hide or evade. What do you know? nothing.except my pictures on Facebook and Instagram. 

So don't judge. Easily. 

I am trying that too. To be blissful and grateful for everything. As nothing that we should take granted for.

I would not tell you my story for it feels like I am trying to prove myself. I do not need to. If you know me, you will. I got nothing to prove you wrong :) 

我想了很久，思了很长。

完成了学业，是否就要和众人一样，找份不错的工作，赚钱，成家，便是成功。

害怕别人的问候，因为一旦相聚，问的便是彼此的事业，收入等等。

怎么没人问我，你快乐吗？

为什么大家都要一样才是正常。

我想了很久，思了很长。

一直寻找会让家人骄傲的工作，能够赚钱的机会，可以使人羡慕的收入。我问自己，其实生活是场展览吗？何苦为难自己？

我心中还有梦。那梦不曾被认同。也不敢勇敢地与人分享。因为换回来的是取笑、摇头叹息。勇敢？何止简单？

我的确想发梦。我的一生就只剩下工作，赚钱，成家，立业？在与现实搏斗时，时而害怕，时而想要不顾一切，就这么离开，去实现梦想。

我想了很久，思了很长。

Thanks

At the end of the day, all we need is just a little bit of courage, a little bit trust and a little love. 

Thanks. I was and am still such a "shy" and weird person who's so afraid of getting closer to people. 

Thanks. Because I am not at the "best me" stage. I am struggling for some reason.

Thanks. Whenever I feel alone, there will be people popping up.

Thanks. Even I am so cold and being difficult, there's still angels smiling at me.

Thanks. In my heart.

(: