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I feel myself as a failure
I didn't complete my responsibility
Instead , I blame . I blame on my leader why she never remember me as her member. I blame I didn't being updated by latest news.
And I forgot that I should nt put the blame on anyone, it's my problems.
I should ask myself why I never ask what can I help instead of waiting for instructions. Why I never bothered to just ask what discussion have they made instead of waiting for people to tell me. Cooperation in a team does not depend on one side it need two ways communications. And yes I have totally failed to be a team member. I have failed in every aspects that I learnt for so many years. I wrote this down I wrote what have I done wrong because I want to remind myself.
This, is the failure in my life.
This is what I shouldn't repeat.
And yes I admit I am not good enough but I will try, I will work hard to do the best for everything no matter it's small or big.