Nightmares recently.

What's life.
Changes from full of hopes to now
Was disappointed was blaming was complaining
Negative words from everywhere

Tried harder to get into boredom?
Have no idea how to resist normal

Fell and stand up for
Nothing . How many times these gonna repeat?

Ambivalence filling up and what's wrong with all these?
Have fed up and then tell myself to have dreams again.

There's a spark inside but I can't ignite.
Where's my fireworks?