Pure.

Sometimes I wondered. What have I done? Or what's all the reasons?

Well, there's some kind of misunderstanding I would say as we judge before we understand each other.

Somehow I really doesn't want to care how to make bond btw each other stronger and all those stuff. Not keen in it.
Have tried to do it but i guess I stop doing it since last semester.

Hmm, is not giving up on friendship or what. Just sometimes u tried so hard to treat someone with all your heart but in the end that ppl just thinks that u are funny.

Well, every kind of relationship involves both parties I believe.

I am thinking whether my ignorance cause any harms or not. Somehow keep quiet and explain nth when there's misunderstanding or what.

That's not how I treat friends actually. I like to be honest , that's what friends are.
But honesty seemed doesn't being appreciate pretty much.

I don't feel the urge to have any pillow talk either. There are so many different kind of people in this society that u can't be naive anymore to trust everyone and throw ur inner feelings to anyone whenever u want to.

Why so complicated? I wondered.
I rather being dumb enough to observer nth than being sensitive to see things and know things that I don't want to.
Coz that will make u disappoint and upset. I still want to believe in the everyone is an angel theory.

Maybe change it to everyone is an angel deep inside their heart? Maybe they didn't show it out but they are still angel despite other things else.