Define procrastination. 

I am doing it right now.

So yesterday I told my friend, u can't be success if u never taste failure.

And today, failure approach me.

And yes, disappointment :/

Real hard to have motivation again.

When you have so many things inside ur mind. 

What's next ? Reluctant to move yet I know I have to work hard for my dreams for what I want in my life.

But, I am like the old engine which hasn't been generated for ages. And it's not functioning. :/ 

My ambition? 

I just want to be a happy person.

Is turning myself as someone who are great in memorizing notes will guarantee me to be awesome and successful in future? I doubt.

Why we need to see grades and cgpa so important? And most importantly, why I seems like following the trend? Studying just to answer exam questions. 

What about other skills? If the society or company doesn't judge people with their cgpa anymore what am I? 

Am I outstanding enough to be hire? Do I know other knowledge beside nutrition? 

Did I enjoy what I am learning? Does learning have to be only one way? 

And to become successful, there are a thousand ways. Why are we believing so much in academic result do bring successfulness in future? 

And why I have no right to choose elective subjects that I like? Why nutrition students have to study nutrition only? 

And why nobody dare to voice out doubts?? Why must I follow the rules that I don't even understand the purpose of the rule? So this foodnatic club automatic considered all nutrition students as member. then they asked us to pay rm5 for member fees. Well, rm 5 is not the problem. But the problem is what have this club done? There are no activities and what are the functions of beig a member? I mean what do I pay for? So ppl are paying the fees because they are asked to. Well, I doubt and that makes me look stingy and like a rebellious girl who doesn't want to pay for her own food.i mean why are people complaining at the back and doesn't want to voice it out. 

And why is everybody so scare? And I asked. Is that wrong? @.@ I wondered. 

Anyway, craps a lot and duh, this university is really indescribable. LOL.