Left two weeks in Japan.

Ask me do I feel sad about it. Nope..I don't @.@

Well, my friend is super sad once he think of leaving here. 

Guess it depends on people. I didn't have really strong bond with people here. In fact, I didn't really trying hard to build relationship with people. So is my problem. 

Words sometimes couldn't be trust. U have to know hidden meaning behind. Am not good at expressing myself. But I really like people here. They are just so kind and friendly. And polite. They are so polite. Really love Japanese culture. I think this is why they can be so developed. They are so humble and they always think about people's feelings in the first place. 

Have too many first time in Japan . Lol unforgettable experiences I guess. Somehow am too tired to think. So so busy with activities and never slept well for more than five days. Gosh, am still young for crazy stuff. 

This is probably a trip which enable me to know who am I and what I am able to do.

Well, getting stronger, tougher. And yea, I I am a good follower. Lol, can't help to listen to whatever order. Not a good leader though. Am good at following intruction. As long as u tell me what u want, I guess I will somehow fulfill ur will. Lol. 

Japan is really a nice place. Still I prefer malaysia. Still love malaysia even it is sucks. 

And yes I miss home. 

Living alone is not a problem but feeling lonely is quite a problem. 

Sometimes I wish I am not in a familiar gang. I wish to go strange places and meet with strange people. Stay in a place  where there is people who know nth about me. Lol. But it's Asian culture to be collectivist.

Individualist doesn't work here. Jeff is a good example. I feel sad for him. For me, I don't think he is a bad guy or what. Rather I think that it's his culture and background which made him to be like straight forward without considerating people's feeling. I will talk to him although I don't think he recognize me. Lol to him every Asian is the same. 

Anyway, just feel pity. When everyone like not really willing to even sit beside him. 

:( I willing to be his friend if he willing to mine. Lol

Anyway, nt being crazy over here. Could hardly though. Getting more and more serious plus mature. Is that a good thing? I don't think so. 

Couldn't be like a kid anymore. Lol. 

Still, holding firm at my principles. To be good and pure. Be a better me :) 

Gambateh ne!