Felt the sadness, the fears and the helpless. Feel so sorry.. I am sorry, I couldn't feel what you feel. That's the tough part of being a listener. I need more time to think of what I can do. There's must be a reason I always get to know your stories. 

I am not expressive kind of person. But hey, I will always stand by you. I might be unavailable sometimes, but as long as u request. I can put my things down and listen. U just don't have to be alone. 

At the same time, heard something meaningful and inspiring. I guess I am way too naive. Way too self centered. 

I need some time to think. 

Such a complicated night. 

I guess I have something important that I need to do.

And I guess I know who I wanna be. Just the direction is still quite blur. I know what kind of person I want to be and what kind of things I wish to do. Just, I don't really have a direction to start off.

The goal, I hope it doesn't change in future. Goal start from kindergarten. The only one thing I insist to do. 

To be good. To be the one who help others without wanting any pay back without any profit kind of things involve in it.

I wish there's peace for my friend. I just wish everything will be okay for her. I wish the very best for her. 

Pray, and amen.