Duh

A quick one.

Adult shit is really shit. I do not know how to put that into nice word.
With one glance I saw nothing beautiful inside.


No wonder there's so many fairy tales and fantasy all kind of stuff where people willing to spend so much on. It's because it won't and will never happen in real world.
And adults know pretty well that's shit still they pick it up.


I know being naive equals committing suicide.
Well, there must be some ways out of it. I truly believe in that. Why are you hating it so much yet you still doing that. You might be telling me that's defence or protection against harmful things or people.

And where do all this nasty people come from? I wonder. Isn't that a cycle. People being nasty to you and you being nasty to the next person in touch for some sort of revenge reason or some sort of fair enough reason.


Cant it be changed? I mean does mature have to include all these things?


Guess it's tiring. But you have to know how the world runs, how the shitty adult world goes.
Havent even get into it and I was like "Duh". Seriously, thats what "naive" supposed to be meant in another way round. If i get what i mean.


But whatever. Nothing big.

Its just human after all  and I got nothing to lose.

So yea, I wont give up. I wont give up in doing things right.

I hope I wont be shaped so fast by the society.
Stay hard. And come on, you can die anytime or any second and you can bring nothing with you anyway.