It's been blocked. All blocked.
The brain refused to release the emotion it supposed to. I thought I can manage it this time.
I thought. But, still, it starts to defend. So hard that no words can get through it.
I was trying to remember all the moments that I should but I couldn't. It's all blocked.
I was supposed to release all the emotions that night and I know I will. But nothing happened. As usual, I blocked it. There's a voice saying, no.
It's like being locked in a room, you look through the bug transparent glass and you can't do a thing.
It's locked. What should I do to unlock it? Maybe deep down, I know there's a bad consequences that I may not able to handle if I truly unlock it. Damn. Seriously?
Everytime.
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