We started a new chapter.

A chapter I never ever expected of. I am tired. I am always tired.

The plan of running away doesn't fade. It just get stronger each day. 

I do not know what to do. Like what the fortune teller said. I am confuse I am lost I am everywhere. 

Please, help me. I crying for help but no one heard. I can't express. 

To all the people I love, I am away for awhile. I am trying to heal and be better. 

I promise I am different when we ever meet again