The blaming

My housemate often told me she wish she could have life like others' course mates do. She want something like the other house. She feels bored she doesn't feel the bond in our house and I guess she doesn't like to stay in our house. Her thought is same as me when I first joining this house. But starting from mid sem 1, I started to change my mind. I
Don't feel my housemates bore and quiet. I like them:) when u envy others u will never know how to appreciate what u are holding or having and then when u lose it somedays u will regret why u never even try to
Enjoy the happy moments and u didn't even try to make
Bond with people around u.
Real life often turn out different as what u expected. When u keep thinking and blaming why this and that, u will never get what u want. I don't know what to advise her, but then I am glad that I am able to view things from another angle. My housemates are definitely cute:) and I am glad to have my roommate too:) when u started to appreciate rather than blaming and then ignoring the person u think who are bored who are not from ur world who can't shopping v u who can't share feelings v u, then u are actually stepping backwards, walking away from friends u suppose to have in ur life. Don't blame ppl aren't interesting enough don't blame ppl can't have the same topic v u, its just that u never try to understand them from the start .

Relationship between human isn't Stg tht u should maintain with purpose . Is not about making ur social network wide so that u can be successful one day. That's with purpose, that's not a heart to heart relationship and it's tiring to put on a mask. Friendship and relationship is something that u really work on with ur heart. Friend isn't someone who just play and hang out with u. But is someone that u can talk to in the middle of the night, someone who u won't feel awkward when there's no topic between both of u , someone who u will smile together , someone who accept everything of u and same as u accept everything of her or his , someone who will tease u scold u telling u the truth just for ur own good. Have u found this friend in ur life who u can take off ur mask , smile when u want to cry when u want to angry when u want to
And she won't blame u for all this. Have u met ppl like this?
I had. :) and I am happy .
Boredom doesn't kill me but it make me appreciate more those precious moments between me and my friends.
Different ppl have different lifestyle.
U just need to stop envy others' then u will know how good ur life is for now.
I have a Uni life that is
Different from others, I do blame a lot but if I didn't come here , I guess I will never have happy moments that I had like now :)

Too much

Too much and I can't breath.
You don't hold someone too much too tight.
It is same as the theory when u hold the bird tight it might die.
Human have invisible wings too, they fly they need space and freedom
U can hold a subject an
Object tight but not human
I do need space I do need to breath, don't put too much force on me.
I have my own reason in everything I do and I have my own principles and ways of handling things.
So please don't force someone to think the same as you don't force ppl to respond like what u wish.
Sometimes u do need negotiation u need to think in their shoes.

I am sorry I have to do this..
Some one will appear and she is the one.
There will be someone

The attention

Often human needs attentions
They need to be unique they need to be envied by others
They need light shattered on them

Not shining anymore when they lost their attentions?

Those glories are too tempting ?
Or the greediness have take over?

...
I feel myself as a failure
I didn't complete my responsibility
Instead , I blame . I blame on my leader why she never remember me as her member. I blame I didn't being updated by latest news.
And I forgot that I should nt put the blame on anyone, it's my problems.
I should ask myself why I never ask what can I help instead of waiting for instructions. Why I never bothered to just ask what discussion have they made instead of waiting for people to tell me. Cooperation in a team does not depend on one side it need two ways communications. And yes I have totally failed to be a team member. I have failed in every aspects that I learnt for so many years. I wrote this down I wrote what have I done wrong because I want to remind myself.
This, is the failure in my life.
This is what I shouldn't repeat.
And yes I admit I am not good enough but I will try, I will work hard to do the best for everything no matter it's small or big.

Smile

所以要提醒自己，一定要珍惜。
还有，真心待人。
真心不代表讨好，不是为了要有好人缘，不是为了要让自己得到每个人的喜欢。
真心是为了要珍惜人与人之间的那缘份，珍惜人与人之间那宝贵的感情。
如果付出了真心，得到的是敷衍，伤心难过是难免的，但这不正正在提醒你千万別敷衍他人吗？
加油，还是那句，
不管遇到任何事，都要懂得微笑：）

冷漠

缘分。很奇妙。

人与人之间有某种联系。

是的，人类喜欢的往往不是最诚实的话。

但在一段感情里面，不管是友情，亲情还是爱情，坦诚很重要。

如果接受不了事实，如果要放弃，那离开也许是件好事。

问题说出来以后，想要的不过是一个答案。

如果倾诉只会带来烦恼，那我还是会选择沉默。

=）沉默不代表悲伤，只是很安静的把一切抛开。

在读这篇文章的你，不用担心，我没有烦恼，只是一时感触 。

很奇怪的想法，很奇怪的原则，很奇怪的体贴。

我还是很爱我身边的人。如果你要留在我的生命里，请明白，我的冷漠。