Fear

Another stage of fear I had. Form six I am scared of mask. Scared of so many rumors gossips
And here, I am afraid because I have no idea who are talking from bottom of their hearts except for few.
Scare of people who smile but act differently from behind.
Too many . I don't wish to know. Don't wish to react. I just wish to be simple .
That's all. I don't treat u good because I can get benefit from u. I don't want to fake a smile..


Anyway life has many ways of testing a people's will either by having nth happen at all or by having everything happen all at once.
So things happen all at once to me.
Rush here and there to settle things.
Have no time for emotions.
Until now, sat down and ya, things aren't smooth. Relationships, friendship, those gossips those rumors faces everything.
Lol. I und why some ppl are born to travel all around the world. I hope to be like that too. Free of
Everything .do things that I like but not being tied by managements systems and rules.

The fear inside I will hide as good as I can. Hmm keep my mouth shut except for saying necessary things.
Unless I won't say a word.
Lol.