First year

Giving support to a friend who went for study.
Her first year in Uni.
Make me think back how have I gone through my first year.
LOL. I am second year now. Zzz why so fast.
Didn't get too nervous or home sick when I first get into Uni.
Maybe I know I can go home so easy if I want to. But then the Uni life is not what I have dreamt of.
Something different.
So mostly I remembered I blamed a lot.
I blamed the food the transport the activities the lectures the system the wifi.
Gosh I am such a bad girl LOL
So except for the hostel I dislike other things in the Uni.i tried to find joys over there but I just can't get myself enjoy in the activities. I don't like those activities seriously.
So I became the one who have so much hatred inside me.
I found a place where I can calm myself where I can comfort myself.
And Everytime I wish to be alone I went there. To see the mother nature to think how lucky am I having chance to get into Uni. Not using parents money and have such a great environment to learn independent and to build a better attitude.
That's my secret place lol where there are less passer by
But somehow there's still people passed by and looked at me this weird girl. LOL.
Anyway. I gone through the first year. There's still memories for me. Good one. I miss that. I met good people had good times v them. There's still moments that I like :)
I met awesome people who I talked a lot with who gave me chance to know them more. I met people who tried to cheer me and made me smile. I met people who sent me food and notes to brighten up my days. I met people who accept my craziness who tolerate when I yell and sing and dance like a Sakai. I met people who tease me and I tease them back but we still messing around with each other. I met people who are forever kind to lend helping hands but doesnt ask for help when she is in hard time :/ I met people who are so cheerful that always smile and laugh. I met people who are so quiet but she had her own dream. I met all kinds of people and all of them are kind. So kind. :)
And oh ya, I met seniors who are super good to me. They gave me chances to be a leader to learn things and to make things great. They have me encouragement and confidence that I lack of all these time.
So why should I blame?
After that one whole year, I did learnt things that I never know. I did regret once why I didn't try harder to appeal for Singapore Uni ?
But then I know this belongs to me.
I should trust path that I have chosen
I should enjoy rather than hating
Should appreciate rather than blame
:) so girl, appreciate, there's a reason why u are at where you are :)
Shine and fly high !