Third paper Tmr. Still a long way to go.

Have a medium long chat v roomie. 

Talked about career, academics and future. Heavy topics at this hour I know. 

Well, at some point I am confuse. Confuse about my path and my future. I know I didn't want to choose nutritionist as my career. But I didn't think do my plan works.. I am afraid of hearing phrases like wasting four years for nothing. 

We have our own problems. Struggles and lost. It's all about capability and ability. Academic is not about memorizing and scoring. Without practical and understanding, it's just nothing. 

Too urge to think of future? 

Second may be still considered as junior but it's going to third year and soon graduate. 

I don't know whether will I change my mind right now or will I regret of what I choose. But somehow, I am not a science people. Although I find it easier to study biology as all u need is understand it and memorize. It won't change. 

Unlike economics or IT, they are more challenging and interesting. 

Like what my roomie said, there's a reason why u are being put into this situation or position. There is always a reason for things to happen. Maybe I was blind from all those unknown. Maybe I should believe and keep going on. 

But for times, I still doubt, at the system, at the education. Am I really learning something? Am I able to apply things I have learned despite memorizing blindly for exams? 

And, LOL, I lack of motivation for exams seriously. And, I long for graduation.lol. Pathetic. I doesn't love upm still.

Anyway. Keep going and excel. What else? :)