Too much problems keep popping out. Sigh~ 

Well, have to overcome. What else? 

Couldn't concentrate in study so I flipped through my high school memories.

So I read those words that my friends left on my book..kinda weird as I realized there's a different between the me NOW and the me LAST TIME. Couldn't remember I used to be friendly and cheerful based on how people described me. I guess this kind of description is not appropriate for me now perhaps? 

And I didn't know I used to talk a lot of nonsense and cold jokes and there are so many friends that I don't really remember how we know each other but it seems like we knew each other because I talked lame things and made them laugh. LOL, I used to be a crazy insane naive girl and now what have I turn into?

Well, I still blur and I did a lot of stupid things. I guess this is in the gene and couldn't be change anyway. Hah. But talking nonsense is lesser already. I guess? And I have been lazy to build up new close friendship with people. Just didn't take initiative to introduce myself and get to know the others. I remember last time I love to find out almost every friends' interests, like and dislike, characteristics, their stories and so on. Well, now, am reluctant to ask. Or I often feel awkward when with people I don't really know. I don't have much topic to talk and most importantly I always ended the topic. Which means I stop after I answered a question. Alright, I know I have this problem but I forgot to ask questions u know. LOL. There was once my friend asked me some question trying to chat v me. So I answered and then.....

After few minutes I remembered I should ask back some question so that the topic goes on. LOL, and guess what, she said, luckily u asked me question. U know I was gonna ask u why didn't u ask me question just now. LOL! Alright, not purposely but just... Am like that anyway. 

Well high school and form six are the best memories I have through out my long study life. Especially form six. Seriously, I really never thought it could be so fun. I will laugh at least twice for one day. LOL. U can imagine how funny my friends were. I bet I will miss my Uni life too when I work next time. As I didn't know I will miss form six like that when I was in form six. So I guess I will miss Uni life too? 

Although am still not very attached to Uni gang but we did have great memories together :) well, I hope something big encounter us, u know problems are chances that bond all of us together. Unless people are not willing to be together to settle problems and support each other. I long for a real bonding between us. Maybe it's hard but it's not impossible right. 

23 people and 23 different characteristics. Two more years to go :) 

Be positive and go on!!! UPM sucks but I still gonna rock it anyway :)