Tired. Mentally. 

Just tired.

Stuff getting hard. Learn it in a hard way I perhaps.

Just not that kind of sunshine person. 

Not being negative but just, yea somehow a weird kind of person. Didn't expect people to understand me. But still searching for one. Or there is already. 

I am tired. Don't ask me why.

I don't usually tell people what I thinks which make them said that's not healthy and bla. Sometimes not telling is way more comfortable. I just hoping there's someone take initiative to understand me. Lol. Kind of hard. Yea. 

I am tired. 

Because I am weird. I am weird because I realize even simple small things, I think it in a different way with people. So I often like oh I should think in another way. I didn't know it but why? 

I am tired. Because for most of the times,   I throw things behind for temporary. I know I have to solve it someday. But I somehow couldn't find the right way to face it. Especially relationships. Any kind. I think I am good in tolerating but somehow tolerating brings bad things. 

Well, tolerating equalize to weak for most of the people. 

I am tired. Because when I try to ignore things I may be shouldn't ignore I gets tired. I care in my way. But I just keep it to myself. It doesn't look like what drama been. At last people will know. Nope. At last nobody will know. Because I didn't wanna tell from the start. So would people know. Drama just doesn't work in reality. 

I am tired. Just tired